shirubia: (stars)

God I am so exhausted, I just want to retire now.

I can't sleep well; I am sleepy and tired as fuck most of the time. When I'm not tired I'm angry because heat and climate change and mosquito bites and whatnot.

When I was a student at least I could enjoy the summer break with all my friends (or lack thereof). Now I just have to work like the rest of the year, mostly. My (younger) friends have free time and can do stuff, while I'm, you know. Working.

Feeling excluded because you're old and have to spend the majority of the day earning monies is the stupidest thing ever.

On the other hand, I feel as if I were slowly becoming a better person overall. I am trying to improve how I manage and express my emotions, among other things. For someone like me, it's a huge effort.

Being a human being in summer is hard, but so is the rest of the year.

shirubia: (jim)

God, my desktop PC is annoying.

A couple of weeks ago my 2GB RAM stick exploded or something, so now my computer is running on two old 512MB RAM sticks. And really, it was already a crappy enough computer before this happened. Now I can't even listen to music and read a PDF file at the same time because it freezes every five minutes. And I have fanfiction to read, goddamnit!

Well, at least my faithful and fairly new laptop isn't going to blow up anytime soon, right?

...right? :'D