Dec. 18th, 2016 09:34 pm
shirubia: (moon)
It's raining. Everything is at peace.

Actually there's a pretty bad storm coming and going in this part of the country. We have a leak in the kitchen ceiling and the water is dripping rhythmically - according to Vicente we have a metronome lol. We've spent the evening watching The Expanse with said metronome in the background. Fun times.

And now we've just had a little adventure ordering Mexican takeaway. The app was not working in our area due to the weather, but we've just been able to order dinner. FOOD!! 👯👯‍
shirubia: (art)
Hi. Gotta keep record of my life or someting.

I think I'll post in English only from now on. I might create another blog in Spanish somewhere else for oher kinds of content, I don't know.

BUT, as I said, a couple of things have happened in the past months:

  • After that fucking short summer job I'd rather forget, I got another job. I was a helpdesk technician again. Some of my friends got the job too, a lot of people was being hired. It was a temporary project but no one knew how long it was going to last. So I kept looking for something better, and I found it. I started a stable job in May and I like them and they like me and I can't believe that. Also, I got the job 'cause I speaks Teh Engleesh and I am jack of all trades master o none. I can't believe that, as well.

  • Some of my friends are still woking in the temp position. Which sucks, but it's still better than nothing, though. I hope they find something better too.

  • I started living in mah own shack in August (ALL THE YAYS!). A lot of cleaning has to be done periodically.

  • The cat is alive.

  • The cat is very much alive and he loves me.

  • I can't believe that, as well.

shirubia: (shinji)
Thoughts lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts that lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts that lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts that lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts that lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts that lead to feelings that lead to behaviours that lead to thoughts-

Yeah. Now I get it.

I need the tag "PMS is a bitch" or something.

But hey, I should give myself more credit. I've come further than I thought. I've made a huge effort. Does that count?

What do I want right now? I don't know. Maybe a hug. Maybe to leave Earth and never come back.
Humans are too complicated, and I'm kind of tired today.

I think I really want that hug, but I'd rather be strong. I'd rather be sharp as steel and cold as indifference.

And I can't, because I'm human too - and a pretty soft and warm human, in fact.

First post of 2016... and a shitty one! Don't thank me, pls.

PS: I just made that tag.
shirubia: (moon)
You see,
there's a cat inside this box
and I don't want to know if it's dead.


May. 25th, 2015 06:00 pm
shirubia: (moon)
You know what to do.
shirubia: (batman)
Hey, life, why u so busy...
This week is being crazy and I'm so burned out.

I wanna sleep.
shirubia: (moon)
The beast is asleep.
Everything is at peace.
shirubia: (music)
Why are you so upset? You cannot sink any lower. You cannot go any further. The "no" was final and you knew it. All of this should be relieving, because nothing else is going to happen.

That feeling in the pit of your stomach will disappear if you breathe slowly and deeply. This has happened before. The anxiety won't last forever. You just need to be patient for a while.

Keep walking. Smell the fresh air. Look up at the night sky and stare into the darkness.
shirubia: (nezumi)
Today I found unexpected kindness in the warm embrace of a stranger. I received comfort and compassion from someone I don't even know.

I won't forget it.

There's still hope for humanity.
shirubia: (jim)

God, my desktop PC is annoying.

A couple of weeks ago my 2GB RAM stick exploded or something, so now my computer is running on two old 512MB RAM sticks. And really, it was already a crappy enough computer before this happened. Now I can't even listen to music and read a PDF file at the same time because it freezes every five minutes. And I have fanfiction to read, goddamnit!

Well, at least my faithful and fairly new laptop isn't going to blow up anytime soon, right?

...right? :'D

shirubia: (internet)

While looking for unrelated stuff I found out that THE FIRST WEBSITE I EVER MADE IS STILL ON THE INTERNET. I made it back in 2002... that's a damn long time ago.

This is moving and embarrassing at the same time.

Geocities died back in 2009, but there's an archived version on the Wayback Machine. I knew about TWM but I had never checked if my old website was there. It's a pity or not most of the images are missing, though, but my dear starry background is still there! :_D

Now I can say I've been a web developer for ten years AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA! no.

Also, I found an archive of old geocities pages and I love it. So retro :P


shirubia: (shirubia)

My graphics tablet (which was a present from my boyfriend) works in Ubuntu. YAY.



Yes, that's me.

Now to find a drawing program that works better than GIMP. I'll have to find a way to install Paint Tool SAI on Ubuntu...


Jun. 8th, 2012 10:59 pm
shirubia: (cool story bro)
(Meme stolen from [personal profile] sam_bluesky).

Spell your name with songs.

Sadeness (Part I).
In the closet (of course!).
Leave me alone (at first I was going to choose Lung... just cause it's awesome).
Vision driver (OK, this one was hard to choose. I don't know many song titles starting with V :P).
Inside all the people (yeah, feeling kinda lonely).
Age of loneliness (...aha).

Long ass meme :P . . . )

shirubia: (tea)

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.

— Mary Elizabeth Frye

shirubia: (cool story bro)


shirubia: (love)

Much love and peace to you all!

Here's a pic I recycled from last year lol )

I even made some crappy chocolates! Not valentine-related, though. But it's a good day for making chocolates, don't you agree? Lalalaaa... (´ ▽`).。o♡


Feb. 7th, 2012 01:30 pm
shirubia: (pino)

I'm going to make public posts but also friends-only posts. Feel free to add me as your friend, I'll mostly add you back if I see we have something in common. If you want me to add you back, it would be nice if you left me a comment (I assure you I don't bite :3).

I speak Spanish/Castilian and English, so I'll post in both languages. Check out my profile if you want to know more about my interests and stuff.

Tengo por aquí una wishlist también.


Sin saber exactamente para qué sirve un blog desde 2003.

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